sorry
for the blatant sympathy vote thing yesterday. Had a bit of a crap evening. Feeling like I’m at the end of a phase in our lives but I can’t quite see past the point it changes. I can’t imagine how life is going to pan out. And the bit that I can see, up until we move, is very very trying. All packing up, which we’ve started but is such a big job, getting snidey comments from my brother and not knowing if we’re reading too much into it, and just feeling very tired from it all. James is extremely unhappy which I hate seeing. We were thinking of going in a couple of weeks but I’ve said no to that even if I could probably do it just because I don’t fancy packing a house up in a couple of weeks again and I don’t want to be one to go against our word of staying till we said. Karma and all that.
Kids are being ok, they know about it all now and although Alex is slightly unhappy about it I’m sure all will be fine. Desperately trying to keep some routine and education going on as if I don’t I can see me looking back on the year and wondering what on earth we did all the time. Bloody hell Marcus is 6 now, we should be doing *something*
Anyway off out just now. I have some good stuff to blog so shall try and do that soon.
((Hugs)) Kirsty. It sounds crap
Hope the next phase of your lives will be simpler, happier and just how you want it. x
Comment by Emma — August 30, 2006 @ 12:06 pm
Really hoping things work out as you wish them to hunny. Thinking of you as we pack up here.
Comment by Jules — August 30, 2006 @ 7:32 pm