update
well not quite a big update as I can’t hugely be bothered to write much. Internet still poorly but have my brother on the case tomorrow so fingers crossed it will be done soon.
James is having a crap time at work still. Looks like his job might not be there in a couple of weeks so we’re a bit shaky wondering what might happen. Lots of cv writing going to be going on and contacting recruitment agencies. Bleurgh. Does mean aswell that we’ll not be doing 2 of our proposed days out to legoland and to France (supposed to be mine and James’s birthday treat). Suppose they might still happen, but seems daft to assume the best atm 
All pretty crap.
I’ve been hugely down lately too, dunno why, although suspect it’s just pmt. I should keep a proper diary of when I feel crap. I’m sure it will be monthly. just more bleurgh.
Kids also been pretty awful. Attitude is generally crap and driving me up the wall. Bleurgh.
Maybe I’ll do a blog of the better stuff when the kids have gone to bed. I’m sure I can think of some stuff!!
